175 days in.....Make that 178

SO WE ARE 175 DAYS INTO 2008. MY LAND WHERE DOES TIME GO.... THE YEAR IS HALF OVER, AND .....WELL...... I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW FOR .. MY BLOG. NEGLIGENT. I NEED TO TREAT THIS AS A CHILD, A JOB, A PLANT, OR A PET. BUT THEN IF THIS WERE A PLANT, IT WOULD BE DEAD, AND IF IT WERE A PET, IT WOULD BE MISSING OR LIVING AT THE NEIGHBORS. I HAVE SUCH GOOD INTENTION TO WRITE, SUCH INCREDIBLE AMBITION TO DO SO, AND SOMETIMES CREATIVE IDEAS.. BUT HERE I SIT. I CHECKED OUT MY 'DRAFTS' I HAVE SEVENTEEN UNFINISHED RAMBLES IN HERE. LETS SEE IF I CAN CONTINUE WITH ANY, OR JUST CALL THEM A BUST. I FIGURED TO ATTAIN MY SHORTCOMINGS, I COULD AT LEAST WRITE ONE BLOG A WEEK, BUT THAT MEANS I HAVE TWENTYFIVE TO WRITE. SHOULD I KEEP THEM TALLIED ON A CHALKBOARD, ON HOW MANY I HAVE YET TO GO?
IT'S NOT THAT I HAVE TO BLOG BUT I FEEL I SHOULD. I FAILED CHAD IN THE WRITING EXERCISES. DANG IT!!! I HATE THAT I DID THAT, AND NOW I FEEL THE WILL TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
FOR INSTANCE I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I AM WRITING IN CAPS. I FURTHER DON'T KNOW WHY I HAVE RUN ON SENTANCES OR THE FACT I FEEL THE NEED TO SPELL OUT NUMBERS.
IF NOT FOR THE SIMPLE FACT, I GUESS I CAN.
I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE THE YEAR IS HALF GONE. WOW... HALF GONE. I GUESS I AM BUMMED, BECAUSE MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION WAS TO MAKE A DIFFERANCE IN MY WRITING, TO BLOG MAYBE DAILY, AND TO GET STUFF OUT THERE.. AS YOU CAN SEE...... ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST.
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FUNNY DIDN'T GET THIS DONE, WE ARE 178 DAYS IN... I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THAN I THOUGHT. THAT IS SCARY.
I WILL POST AS I STILL HAVE A GRASP OF THE REALITY OF WRITING THAT LIES BEFORE ME.
PLEASE FELLOW BLOGGERS, BID ME WELL. I DESPERATELY NEED IT!