this is the first time i've ever gotten an earache since maybe birth, i never want another one, i feel like i am walking on a balance beam on a pontoon.
i think this has been one of the craziest years for weather; snow till may, tornado's everyday, (no ryhming intended)and yet we are in the midst of global warming.
what exactly is global warming?
lately i crave sleep, reese's, watermelon, perfect fountain diet coke, thunder but no storm, sweet corn, and cold. I am not interested in the interrupted night sleep, but hard out of it naps. fresh reeses' just bagged from the assembly line, watermelon, ripe and seedless. diet coke bursting with carbonation, plenty of ice, and a good solid straw. Lots and lots of cracking thunder, but a gentle rain. I want sweet corn on the cob, the small ears of speckled corn bursting with flavor and nice cold air conditioning, so chilly i can curl up with a blanket and book and be satisfied. I hate waking wrapped in sweat, and sticky. I like the shock my body gets going from the hot muggy outdoors to inside a ice bin.. ahhh... glorious goosebumps.
i can't stand the anti smoking commercials, with fake dummie bodies lined up, or the one million dead, etc... I don't smoke, I am a poster child for pushing the cancer stick to cease, yet I am baffled and mad at the atrocity of those commercials. yes, i am mental.
i love the smell of wet dirt, soaked earth, and new grass, especially after a rain, but yet, i throw profanity's into the atomosphere, mowing my bumpy yard. However, when it's all said and done, mowing isn't all that bad. But why hasn't it been mowed in two weeks?
I realize I have a minor obsession lately with my cell phone, it's at my side all the time, or the inbox tab on my email, i am forever and constantly 'refreshing' it.
I find myself consumed by my facebook and myspace, and wonder what year it will be passing fancy and 'so outdated'..... It drives me nuts when people send me money for buying me, or comments on taking a movie quiz, but yet I heartily smile, b.c. i got a new comment. I am possessed by the internet, due to my lifelines of these two pages. I love bragging my niece up, getting emails, or seeing a new friend request, but yet saddens me to think I keep in touch, only by these accounts.
lately i've had dreams about dolphins, should i be concerned?
I love the way the neon color of a highlighter lights up a page when first dabbed, but i am disheartened by the final stage. It's a drab almost mustard yellow. I guess still succeeds in getting it's point across, just not ...well as pretty.
I've decided lately one of my favorite smells is, fresh doughnuts.... ahhh glorious! I walk into gas station in the morning to get my 'perfect' diet coke and the aroma hits me...I've been so proud of myself, I haven't faltered and grabbed a whole box, or one for that matter of those glazed wheels of heaven. Man I can see myself go weak in the knees and cave soon.
Did you know that I have never had a twinkee, a t.v. dinner, learned to drive a stick shift or had a banana split.
I want to go hang gliding, bungee jumping, backpacking through New Zealand, and have my own studio.
I was told a few weeks back by an elder that I looked like a smart girl, while pumping gas. He told me to add a little water to each gallon in my gas tank and it would cut down on fuel costs. Ahh... I must be a 'smart' girl.
I need my diet coke..
